Post by Ciata on Jun 9, 2006 1:21:02 GMT -5
I'm sorry, but I have to leave. I'm having the biggest trial of my life right now, sue to my jackass would be father in law. He's saying that I cant talk to her for 6 months, she cant come down here to work or meet my parents and wont let her go to college and is determined to make her less independant and make her work at cleaning house more and crap. He also gave me a massive, personal, pointed 55 question quiz on all kinds of personal and marital matters after he has ignored me everytime I visited, never having a casual conversation with me and ignoring my emails. Well, I told him that I didn't think a questionair was a good way to get to know someone, and he took that as questioning his authority and disrespect so he went off on me and said all that stuff and now wants me to go to Bill Gathord (crap filled, uber-conservative, woman degrader) confrences (which he has been to like 15 of) and have a no touch rule and said that he doesn't think we're right for each other, that he cant stand seing us together, he doesn't think I'm a man at all (even though I'm about to turn 20) and that he has like no respect for me and looks down on me in everyway while demanding that I respect him, even though he is always running around yelling at people and losing his temper and acting childish.
So yeah, I'm stopping all internet things, getting another job, added to my already 60+ a week job, going to act more mature, clean up my life, get back to going to church, reading my Bible, and praying while also working on my anger and authority issues. Thing is I cant stand lying or kissing up to people so this is the hardest thing I've ever gone through, him doing that and taking my girlfriend of 2 years away from me and not letting us communicate at all. Though I plan to stop working and stop eating after he responds to my dad talking to him about it, and just work on those damn questions untill we get something worked out to where we can talk.
So, bye, I've gotta start living my own real life in my own real place now.
So yeah, I'm stopping all internet things, getting another job, added to my already 60+ a week job, going to act more mature, clean up my life, get back to going to church, reading my Bible, and praying while also working on my anger and authority issues. Thing is I cant stand lying or kissing up to people so this is the hardest thing I've ever gone through, him doing that and taking my girlfriend of 2 years away from me and not letting us communicate at all. Though I plan to stop working and stop eating after he responds to my dad talking to him about it, and just work on those damn questions untill we get something worked out to where we can talk.
So, bye, I've gotta start living my own real life in my own real place now.