Post by The Union of Tinis on Nov 4, 2005 18:29:19 GMT -5
I first noticed something was up when my brother came in with his fur dyed black. And I mean pitch black all the way to the roots. If he was wet it would look like some one dipped him in a vat of oil.
He came in late that night, well past midnight. The only reason I was up was because I still had thirty pages to read for literature class. I was in the front room, trying not to let Epic of figrost put me to sleep when I heard the door. Peeking over my tome I stopped the black figure. At first the idea that some stranger had wandered in for the night passed through my head. It had happened before and we were always happy to house good people passing through. But after a moment I recognized the behind the dark exterior was the caninid features of my older brother Sergi.
"Hey," he said.
"Hi. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine. Better than ever."
He slipped off to his room before I even realized I should ask about his fur directly.
The next morning when I was leaving to catch the train to school, I could hear the argument between dad and Sergi.
When I got back from practice around dinner time I came in and said hi to my folks. In return they both said hi then went back to reading.
At dinner Sergi was the last to show, still in black. Mom and dad weren't talking at first, but after I asked them about their days, they seemed deeply interested in recounting ever detail. When I asked Sergi about his day he simply said he didn't have one. He soon stopped eating his half finished meal and slinked off.
Mom and dad waited a few minutes after we heard his door shut before starting.
"Sorry hunny, we're just a little upset," said mom.
"About him dying his fur?"
"Sort of," she replied.
Dad shook his head. "You know we are both supportive of anything you do and will always love you."
"I'd hope so."
"And the same goes for Sergi. But..."
Mom finished, "He's doing his best to test our commitment to you two."
"Its not his fur is it?" I asked.
Dad shook his head. Mom answered, "He's joined... a group. A group we don't much approve of."
"Your sixteen so I don't think we should beat around the bush with you," said dad. "So we'll be blunt. We think he's joined the Skin Slicers. Do you know who they are?"
I did. There were three in our grade that I knew of. Sometimes they did the black fur thing, but goths do that to as well as some punks and other random people. I nodded.
"We asked," he continued. "About his fur. He was evasive. We asked him if he had been hanging out with a new crowd. He said he didn't want a crowd. We asked if he had found a mate, he said he had not. We ran down the list of benign things that could be going on. None of them fit. Finally I asked him about the slicers. He didn't answer at all, just looked away."
So my brother had become a fur supremacist. Yeah, just great.
Mom said, "We asked him to stay with us for the day so we could talk about it. So that we could understand what was going on in his life. He said okay, but that didn't go anywhere. He wouldn't talk and eventually stormed out. Came back a few hours later and hid in his room."
"We think he's just going through a phase."
The problem is, I'm the one who's supposed to be rebelling under the pressure of my hormones and stress, not him. At eighteen he's supposed to be over this stuff.
"I want to talk to him."
They looked at each other. A few moments later they gave their consent.
I went to his room and knocked. No answer, so I let myself in. He looked at me, sighed, and put his dirty book away.
"What?" he asked.
I shut the door before answering. "Just thought you'd like to talk to someone other than mom and dad."
"I don't want to talk. Leave."
I almost did.
"No. They told me what they think you've gotten into. I don't think they know what they're talking about," I lied skillfully. "But you got me worried."
"Sit down," he ordered. I complied. "Yeah. I joined the Slicers. What of it."
I sighed. "Why?"
"Why not?"
"That's not an answer."
A moment of silence.
"I just did okay?" he said. "Its my business and not yours, so why are you being such a snoop?"
"Hey, you're the one that dyed yourself black. You could of lied to us for all eternity and we wouldn't of noticed with how mopey you've been since, well, a couple years ago. Why in the world do you suddenly hate humans and scalies then?"
Another pause. "I don't know," he said finally, very quietly.
I wanted to say more but couldn't. He just starred off into space for a while. I took my leave.
It was a few months later, about a week after he graduated when he moved out. We didn't hear from him in months. When we finally did he was asking for a place to stay. Mom and dad refused to. Yeah, they'd let strangers sleep on the couch, but not my brother sleep in his bed. In some ways I agreed with them. He had let them down.
It was fall of o-five when I saw him last. Every once in a while they'd be a march by some extremist group or another in our town, comes with having a mid level academy near by. The funny thing was that it wasn't a skin slicer march that he was marching in. In fact he wasn't marching at all. But the anti-war group Taw was. I didn't really care actually, but they were marching between home and the train station so I had to pass by.
When I was trying to cross the street between groups of sign waving hippies I noticed him standing with a group of similarly black died furs hanging out near the high market. On the far side of the street I paused and watched them for a moment. I don't think he noticed me.
Three others joined their little group, one with a back pack. I looked down the line of marchers and noticed that two groups behind the one next to me was a small group of humans waving signs reading 'humans need rights too!' and 'no hate against sentience'.
I had to leave. The last I saw of Sergi was him pulling a pipe out of the back pack one of the newly arrived slicers had brought. I ducked into an alley and began to job away.
When I heard the sirens I had to stop. I spent probably an hour huddled in an alcove in that alley, crying.
He came in late that night, well past midnight. The only reason I was up was because I still had thirty pages to read for literature class. I was in the front room, trying not to let Epic of figrost put me to sleep when I heard the door. Peeking over my tome I stopped the black figure. At first the idea that some stranger had wandered in for the night passed through my head. It had happened before and we were always happy to house good people passing through. But after a moment I recognized the behind the dark exterior was the caninid features of my older brother Sergi.
"Hey," he said.
"Hi. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine. Better than ever."
He slipped off to his room before I even realized I should ask about his fur directly.
The next morning when I was leaving to catch the train to school, I could hear the argument between dad and Sergi.
When I got back from practice around dinner time I came in and said hi to my folks. In return they both said hi then went back to reading.
At dinner Sergi was the last to show, still in black. Mom and dad weren't talking at first, but after I asked them about their days, they seemed deeply interested in recounting ever detail. When I asked Sergi about his day he simply said he didn't have one. He soon stopped eating his half finished meal and slinked off.
Mom and dad waited a few minutes after we heard his door shut before starting.
"Sorry hunny, we're just a little upset," said mom.
"About him dying his fur?"
"Sort of," she replied.
Dad shook his head. "You know we are both supportive of anything you do and will always love you."
"I'd hope so."
"And the same goes for Sergi. But..."
Mom finished, "He's doing his best to test our commitment to you two."
"Its not his fur is it?" I asked.
Dad shook his head. Mom answered, "He's joined... a group. A group we don't much approve of."
"Your sixteen so I don't think we should beat around the bush with you," said dad. "So we'll be blunt. We think he's joined the Skin Slicers. Do you know who they are?"
I did. There were three in our grade that I knew of. Sometimes they did the black fur thing, but goths do that to as well as some punks and other random people. I nodded.
"We asked," he continued. "About his fur. He was evasive. We asked him if he had been hanging out with a new crowd. He said he didn't want a crowd. We asked if he had found a mate, he said he had not. We ran down the list of benign things that could be going on. None of them fit. Finally I asked him about the slicers. He didn't answer at all, just looked away."
So my brother had become a fur supremacist. Yeah, just great.
Mom said, "We asked him to stay with us for the day so we could talk about it. So that we could understand what was going on in his life. He said okay, but that didn't go anywhere. He wouldn't talk and eventually stormed out. Came back a few hours later and hid in his room."
"We think he's just going through a phase."
The problem is, I'm the one who's supposed to be rebelling under the pressure of my hormones and stress, not him. At eighteen he's supposed to be over this stuff.
"I want to talk to him."
They looked at each other. A few moments later they gave their consent.
I went to his room and knocked. No answer, so I let myself in. He looked at me, sighed, and put his dirty book away.
"What?" he asked.
I shut the door before answering. "Just thought you'd like to talk to someone other than mom and dad."
"I don't want to talk. Leave."
I almost did.
"No. They told me what they think you've gotten into. I don't think they know what they're talking about," I lied skillfully. "But you got me worried."
"Sit down," he ordered. I complied. "Yeah. I joined the Slicers. What of it."
I sighed. "Why?"
"Why not?"
"That's not an answer."
A moment of silence.
"I just did okay?" he said. "Its my business and not yours, so why are you being such a snoop?"
"Hey, you're the one that dyed yourself black. You could of lied to us for all eternity and we wouldn't of noticed with how mopey you've been since, well, a couple years ago. Why in the world do you suddenly hate humans and scalies then?"
Another pause. "I don't know," he said finally, very quietly.
I wanted to say more but couldn't. He just starred off into space for a while. I took my leave.
It was a few months later, about a week after he graduated when he moved out. We didn't hear from him in months. When we finally did he was asking for a place to stay. Mom and dad refused to. Yeah, they'd let strangers sleep on the couch, but not my brother sleep in his bed. In some ways I agreed with them. He had let them down.
It was fall of o-five when I saw him last. Every once in a while they'd be a march by some extremist group or another in our town, comes with having a mid level academy near by. The funny thing was that it wasn't a skin slicer march that he was marching in. In fact he wasn't marching at all. But the anti-war group Taw was. I didn't really care actually, but they were marching between home and the train station so I had to pass by.
When I was trying to cross the street between groups of sign waving hippies I noticed him standing with a group of similarly black died furs hanging out near the high market. On the far side of the street I paused and watched them for a moment. I don't think he noticed me.
Three others joined their little group, one with a back pack. I looked down the line of marchers and noticed that two groups behind the one next to me was a small group of humans waving signs reading 'humans need rights too!' and 'no hate against sentience'.
I had to leave. The last I saw of Sergi was him pulling a pipe out of the back pack one of the newly arrived slicers had brought. I ducked into an alley and began to job away.
When I heard the sirens I had to stop. I spent probably an hour huddled in an alcove in that alley, crying.