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Post by Ciata on May 24, 2005 2:43:10 GMT -5
I'm sorry for my recent absence as the past few days have left me with many things to ponder heavily upon. If the death of my persona, Opalance, was not enough to hint that I am troubled of late, my dreams and sleep have also been bothering me to the point to where some nights I do not sleep. As Izixs knows better than most, Opalance means unity within and without and recently I have felt that dream more or less die within me. In case you can't tell from my nation, I'm very spiritual and part of my problem has been my lack of devotion to my faith and more or less ignoring it in my everyday life. So, I have decided in the next week to spend a few days in solitude, away from all the things that distract me, in order to become fully devoted and to bring Opalance truly back to life, and kill my inner demons. So, if you pray, pray for me, thank you.
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Post by The Union of Tinis on May 24, 2005 3:18:49 GMT -5
I wish you best wishes. And though I hesitate to call what I do praying, I shall do it for thee.
I look forward to speaking with you again and hope you are successful in your quest and that the result of it is to your wishes and restors your balances.
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Post by gbwt on May 24, 2005 14:10:55 GMT -5
I send positive thoughts and energies to you.
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Post by Ciata on Jun 6, 2005 23:01:24 GMT -5
I am back, though for a short time maybe. I've gotten a new job in Washington state, where I shall hopefully spend the summer with a person I am very interested in getting to know better.
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Post by gbwt on Jun 7, 2005 16:00:00 GMT -5
that sounds promising. Best of fortunes to you!
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Post by Ciata on Jun 12, 2005 0:10:51 GMT -5
Well, I leave tommorrow afternoon, and shall not return to my computer for about over two months, but I will have other people and developing relationships and my Karate and Kung Fu to keep me busy. Very much with the Kung Fu. In Shaolin Kung Fu, there are 18 different hand forms, and 12 different hand strikes, and 18 different stances, making 3,888 possible strikes with the hands alone. So even if I were to master one a day, it would take me over 10 years of daily practice to master them all. So needless to say I wont get bored, and learning the 5 Shaolin animal forms will be interesting also. Farewell.
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Post by gbwt on Jun 12, 2005 14:33:05 GMT -5
Do take care. We'll miss you greatly!
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Post by Ciata on Jul 16, 2005 0:39:31 GMT -5
Hey, not to kill the action that's going on right now, but I might be a little slow in my end of the story, so you all might have to pick up some of the slack with the four lesser demons. Lets just say they can die, but they are about as strong as a average Raja Borah and very fast and cunning.
I just did a little martials arts show thing for the talent at the camp I lifeguard at right now and while trying to break 4 boards at once, I hit it wrong and broke my two smaller knuckles on my left hand, and I'm left handed. So needless to say it took me like 10 minutes to write this much. Real smart of me, never even tried to break more than two before and I get thrre and go for 4. Gosh I feel so stupid right now. I just kicked em and broke them and went off stage. God it hurts too, my body toughening skips over those two knuckles because I never hit with them, or at least not supposed to. That was dumb, sorry for the bad timing.
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Post by gbwt on Jul 16, 2005 1:11:03 GMT -5
hey, dont worry aobut it. It's always good to test your limits, and know you know what it is =P
Get well soon!
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Post by Ciata on Jul 16, 2005 2:41:40 GMT -5
Oh I know I could have broken them, but everything from the boards to my hand form to the way I tried to break them was messed up. I was just pretty nervous and un-prepared. Doing something like that for the first time outside my dojo infront of about 200 people kinda messed me up. All I really wanted to do was a kata and a new Kung Fu set I made over the last coule of days. It was cat meets 7 foes, where I use leopard and tiger kung fu techniques in a circluar practice set with immaginary foes, I had it down too, but there was no room to do it in.
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Post by Llewellynlland on Jul 16, 2005 13:14:32 GMT -5
It happens, infront of 200 people for the first time your going to be nervous, next time I bet you'll do it perfectly. Personaly I'd like to see your new Kata, I rarely get to watch anything other than Kempo forms.
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Post by The Union of Tinis on Jul 16, 2005 14:23:24 GMT -5
Ouch. Best wishes for a speedy recovery.
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Post by Ciata on Jul 16, 2005 22:33:26 GMT -5
Yeah, I might end up having to go to the hospital for it, it looks like me smaller 3 fingers have their two main joints broken maybe, hard to tell yet, but they are swollen still and hurt constantly. Well, on the bright side both my hand and my skills will get stronger from this.
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Post by The Union of Tinis on Jul 16, 2005 22:57:18 GMT -5
Just make sure it heals up right. I'd highly suggest at least getting an x-ray.
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Post by gbwt on Jul 17, 2005 0:40:14 GMT -5
indeed
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